days in the life

today my mother went to The Netherlands again, but only a week. but the experience of 4 years ago enough to make my trauma, if my mother went to The Netherlands or abroad. 4 years ago is the first time my mother went to the Dutch for a very long time, because at that time she just started her PhD as the first year ;and she will graduated in 2 years more, it means that she would go abroad frequently. I still remember clearly when she wanted boarding, I was crying so hard. I hugged her very tight and didn't want to lose her, and I was hoping that she would missed the plane hahaha. well a year passed, it means that my mother went home, oh I was very happy at that time.
then hold at that time, if she travel abroad with a long time (usually about one month to three months) I'm very very very missing her at any time, even a week feels like many months. indeed looks very spoiled of a teenager like me talk about things like this one, but thats the truth about my feeling. it's because me, since I was child, I live with my mother only. my father worked outside the city and went home almost every 2 months, although eventually he is now working in Jakarta. but now they divorced so I have to live only with my mother, and thats okay I love my mother and I promise I will protect her and care of her. my mother is not just a mother, but also a good friend and hero. maybe my friends, almost all of my closest friends knew that I love my mother at the most.

me and my mom 14 years ago